I lie crumpled in the floor In to much pain to breathe I lie there sobbing why Why did this happen to me Why am I the one in all the pain I don’t know why he did this to me He is my world the reason I have my life How could he just end everything like that I really love him and I thought he loved me I tried to just say forget him and go on with everything But what do I have with out him A broken heart and a wounded mess I curl into a ball as if to try and hold myself together Realizing what I want to do I found the strength to get up and go to the desk Grabbed the scissors and started digging them into my skin Blood squirts out and I lay back and sigh in relief I take care of the gash and lie on the bed and cry What happened to me Why cant I be okay with out him