I did my best to make you hate me,
Cause I thought that would take the pain away.
But now I miss your voice, and your words.
I find my self with so many things to say.

I still feel the sting of your rejection,
And I can’t get get past how quickly it went down.
But knowing that I might not ever see you again.
It’s got my face in a permanent frown.

I wish my ego wasn’t so big.
I wish my pride was somthing I could swallow,
Then I could be your friend easily
I know that makes me sound hollow.

But that’s the God’s honest truth.
I’m miserable with you and without you.
It leaves me in a hard place to be.
I’m still not sure what I want to do.

But I know I don’t want you to hate me.
I don’t want you thinking I’m a big jerk.
I really wish I could show you the best of me.
A simple man witha good heart were no evil lurks.

I hope one day our paths will cross again.
I hope we wind up with the happiness we deserve.
Maybe we wll even find that love we had,
Before things got fouled up, and it took a swurve.

If anything at all.
I wish you the very best.
I miss you dearly already.
It’s left a big empty hole in my chest.