I never knew,

By holding in,

The pain,

Never having spoken about it,

Closing myself in a nutshell,

I never knew,

The anger,

The aggression,

It would bring out of me,

I never knew,

I would have been,

Like a ticking time bomb,

Like an errupting volcano,

Like a preassure cooker,

All about to explode,

I never knew,

I the damage it was going to cause,

I never knew,

My life,

Would be the way it is,

Today,,,

I never knew,

The confused state of mind,

I had,,,,