I just don’t understand the social games people play.

What you don’t get is that I don’t get it.

I don’t get those little things

that seem so apparent to others.

I don’t get all the games that people play.

All the games that people play

every night and every day.

Just a song that my father listened to.

Just a Petula Clark song.

I much rather listen to the rhythm

of the gentle bossa nova.

I much rather be dancing with it

before the night is o’va.

Downtown,

forget all my troubles,

forget all my cares,

happy again,

with all the games people play,

as only a catchy tune.

So the alien in me tunes into

television, movies, and reality tv

in a vain attempt to understand.

I still don’t get it.

I only get it on the screen,

never when it matters,

never when I am in it.

I am an alien, an innocent,

yet I seem so jaded,

My spirit fades with each trick,

my spirit earns for a treat,

a bit of relief,

a moment of bliss.

I just wish that I didn’t have to get it,

that there was nothing to get it.

That people could get what I see inside,

what I feel inside.

Understand all the beauty that exists inside,

how life could be if everyone would

follow their hearts, their bliss,

if everyone would be into “Me”.

Not a selfish view of “Me”.

A view of “Me” that understands.

Understands that doing what is best

for you is best for everyone.

Beyond the manipulation

of games and tiny wars,

and big wars,

Go inside and understand,

get it, really get it.

Be a child at heart,

childlike, not childish,

forget childish games,

remember childlike games.

Yeah, I guess it would make

reality television boring.

Confusion!!!! by Brittany G.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/brittanyg/1469611810/

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  • revivor on Aug 27, 2009

    very clever insight into the world of someone, maybe, on the spectrum??

  • ken bultman on Aug 27, 2009

    Never watch reality tv. Unreal. Like your spin on it, though. Like Petula Clark’s music, too.

  • Daisy Peasblossom on Aug 27, 2009

    Give me kittens and sunsets every time–never mind tv.

  • Leonardo da Vinci E. on Aug 28, 2009

    Think that only 3% of the people around you (at any given time) are trying to be highly ethical and all the rest are opportunistic. Think of this as the natural way personality plays itself out in the world and you’ll get it!

  • Lostash on Aug 28, 2009

    Like it Mark!!!

  • Ruby Hawk on Aug 28, 2009

    Reality TV is the most horrible thing ever invented. It is certainly not reality. Those people are the pits.

  • lillyrose on Sep 19, 2009

    that was an interesting read and the first thing it reminded me of was my son, he has Asperger and a lot of your words are just the words he would use. Great struggling with the world poem x

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