I sit in this empty room… and think of how my life was a mess.  For sure I was very stressed, overwhelmed, and a little depressed.

He is gone for good.  And, now I am doing all the things I wouldn’t, couldn’t, and told myself I shouldn’t.

What I need to do is clear without him near.  Everybody is telling me I have nothing to fear.  You are on your way, to accomplishing all your hopes and dreams.  So why do I still want him to call me honey or dear.

I sit in this empty room…