I turned and watched you walk away,

The god awful silence as you left beckoned me.

I might have been wrong to tell you that you never mattered,

Things were so unkept I left too much room to make mistakes.

Here we go again, I closed my eyes the day I told you to leave me be,

I fought the current with everything I had in me and something more inside me died.

That time of the year is rearing its face and we are running another round once more,

This bend seems awfully familiar, me missing you and unintentionally throwing your heart to the floor.

In a state of mine that’s more like a coma,

I am conscious, yet I am numb, Tell me does any of this back drop even exist?

Never ending thoughts keep you just this close to my reality,

Close enough to trouble me from sleeping as I silently hear your soft cries.

I remember the ways you lift my spirit, Heh I even remember the times you kept close,

These cold winter nights sting my eyes due to the bright sunlight, almost like the shine that radiated from your eyes.

How could I ever want this to ever go away? Either way I’m feeling the pain and words are suddenly at a lose,

I always knew that this whole “love Thing” was going to be complicating; I didn’t know that my one true love would be the cost.

I never even told myself I’d let you in deep enough, Hollow is what I wanted to feel alone,

Somehow you arose from the ashes, burnt your signature right onto my slow beating heart.

I tried my hardest to protect you from becoming another victim, then like a bat out of hell you overcame my barriers,

Yes its so true if only now you knew what i should’ve told you then, You would still be here and that lost love would be mine once again.

This is a long road baby, Run it away and do not forget to savor all the moments make them last,

You never know whats ahead so lets just worry about whats at our feet right now, Any day in this life could be our last.

So here we go and after all this time i finally see how i lost a friend, A lover, and The fight,

I am so sure about this now and i do not wish to lose the love of my life forever and once again.

Oh here we go again and im in the limelight, Hands clasped together hoping you hear my words tonight,

You are just amazing and never could i release you, You have my heart wrapped tight in your strongest hold.

Round and round and im right back here before you and i sometimes dispise the way life has a tendancy to run away,

You are everything i have always wanted but feared to go after, This time i not not let my emotions mislead me, Life is never to far ahead and i wont let you get away.