Here I am,

Standing on the crossroad of my life
Confuse of everything
Tired and hurt
Dissapointed

Everything seems meaningless
And the shadows seems to love me
I can not see where to go
Or what to do

I called Your name
And ask for Your help
But You let me sit on silence
And say nothing

So let me enjoy this silence
And let me sleep in this darkness
Because I know You are here
Because You promised You will never leave me

Somehow I can not feel You
Somehow I feel desserted
But I know You are crying with me
I believe You are waiting

Waiting for me to learn
Waiting for me to pass this test
Thus, o Lord, I humbly ask You
Please grant me the wisdom to learn

And here I am,
Though the storm is still around
And the road is still confusingly endless
I will shout to my Jesus:

I will still be here!
I will still love You!!