I finally shed my last tear over u.
its a little sad, a little happy,I guess
you can say a little nostalgic. its something
that we all must do apparently, i was
just a little slow in learning the lesson
but all of that has changed now, you asked for
permission to do you, so u shall.  I just hope u know
what you are wishing for in that well.
i remember there was a time when you were my best friend
now you talk to me like a stranger or even an enemy
maybe i deserve it, who the hell knows, but
if i gave you all that you truly deserve
you wouldnt have a heart to give them hoes. 
but like the braided up pimp say. do your thing don’t be scared
just be prepared to abide in the place where you chose to run
into the arms of another who don’t know our struggles and don’t
know our pain, how many times we didnt sleep because of the kids
can you really see her doing the things i did? standing by your side through the best thick and the worst thin? if that is what
you believe then there is nothing left to say, but just know that
when you turn around to finally look for me, i wont be there that day.