If I die before I wake, I never got to say those things I needed to say.

 For my mother, I’m sorry for the pain. I’m sorry for you having to see me in that hospital bed that day.

 Im sorry mom for the things I said and did, I can never explain why but I really regret them..

 Im sorry to my fathers for the love I never gave. I should have shown you more, because it was my life that you saved.

 The tears that shed from my heart everyday, was all this and more that I have to say.

 Forgive me, my sister, God I love you with all of my heart. I’m sorry for making your life hell and I wish we could have had a better start.  

I forgive those who hurt me with the uttermost disrespect, though you made my life living hell because it was my body you didn’t respect.

I forgive you.

To my daughter I love you so much, you were my world my shoulder you had that heaven lei touch.

To all those in my life I love