I look back on all the things I have been through.

The bad choices I made.

I wish then I knew.

How it would effect my life now.

I would have thought twice.

I have no doubt.

When I met him that night.

I would have kept walking.

Instead my friends and I,

stood there talking.

I would have never went for a ride,

with them that day.

If I knew they were going to,

hurt me that way.

I would have told my granny.

I loved her more often.

For the last time I seen her,

She was lying in a coffin.

So many bad decisions.

I wish I hadn’t made.

My body is full of scars.

My heart is full of hate.

All the horrific events,

I didn’t have to go through.

They would have never happened.

If I only knew.