If only you knew
what you put me through
the things you have said
the ways that I dread
all the fear inside
all the tears I’ve cried
If only you knew
the ways I have wanted
the years I have sought
self sacrifice has brought
brings nothing to surface
and makes no difference
if only you knew
the scars you have caused
emotionally tossed
would it still be this way
why do I have to pay
if only you knew