Is this Goodbye
Can we sleep this over
Were stuck in this loop
High speeds
Don’t make this are last lap
Sleep off this emotion
Rest and reset ourselves
We’ll come back as ration beings
Ape’s have aggression, we have logic
It’s those inches before the edge of the cliff
It’s that wind stirring up
Which way will it blow us?
But now is not time to find out
We are not ourselves
We’re letting emotions become who we are
That’s not me there
That’s anger
I’m hiding behind it trying to fight my way back out,
But I can’t seem to break through
He wont retreat
And I know sleep will transform me back
As the door opens
I do not look back
Where am I going?
It’s over
I don’t want this anymore
But what do I say it ended for
It wasn’t a fight
It wasn’t an issue
It was pure irrationality
Who was I back there?
What did I do?
Did I really say that?
Do that?
Do I go back?
I’m not even in the wrong
She is
She did this to me
She should apologize

A bitter night
The cold frosted windows
A blanket with a breeze
Shaking cold
Nothingness consumes me
What am I now?
She was me
I was her
I created myself around what she was
Shaped my goals to match hers
It was not my life anymore
It was merely a reflecting image
Staring at her was like staring back at myself
I became her
What did I do?
Was it worth it
It was something to live for,
But it wasn’t my own life
Without god I had no one to turn to
I had philosophy, science and psychology to turn to for answers
And the responses scared me
Am I really just that
Just a little flake of snow in a blizzard
Could I really just melt and disappear without anyone appreciating me
No acknowledgement of my existence
The snow next to me would know of me,
But like me shall just melt away with time
A constant fight and struggling existence,
But you took that fight from me
You bore my burden
You were my god
Creepy, but it worked
Now god’s dead
Heaven’s gone
Where do we go now?
Eternal darkness
I wish I could say I’m sorry,
But I’m scared
What if you wont take it back?
What if’s
So many cloud my head
Thoughts just hold me back
They drag me down
I sometime’s wish stupidity upon myself
I’m freezing now,
But I don’t even really care
I know I’m not broken
Because my hearts still beating,
But for how much longer?
I always say I will never regret a mistake,
So I better not let this become one
The cold, or the nerves
My fingers shake
Her names on the screen
The ring begins
Hello