My old lady came at me with a knife today.

I didn’t know what to do, the strife, the pain

How it hurts so bad.

When yo mama, the girl you love so much

Turns against you and calls you a demons child.

That you couldn’t have been her son, oh ever.

Then all the pictures, the memories are fake forever.

A blunt is more real and the joke is over.

Take cover.

Tonight you’re over you son of a bitch.

Take cover in the street corner.

So what happen to the religious drama?

Why am I going through this, where the fuck is karma?

Never killed nobody. Never done drugs.

And you accuse me of being a bad son..

Im tired of writing to write, no inspiration needed.

Fuck my flow. Fuck my lyrical pursuit.

In this industry I aint got a chance anyways, I don’t got support.

From my dad this shit’s whatever to none.

Met him when I was 10 and I still don’t know him.

I get no love from my friends, no love from the world.

But I didn’t give a dam, somebody always there to talk me through, everyday.

But tonight is different.

Cause my own lady came at me with a knife today.

I’m never gonna think the same….

11 at night, 30 pass that to be precise.

I was cutting my pizza slice, the phone rang.

My boy Jorge needed help poppin pills and shit.

I told him if it didn’t kill him it would make him stronger, to pop some then leave it there.

Fuck my life for that. My dawg couldn’t take it.

Demons possessed his soul and my man couldn’t take it.

This nigga would come to church and sit on the back, Dickies pants and shirt, half gray half black uniform.

Hallucigens killin ‘em neurons and brain cells, had him chasing already them imaginary unicorns.

Fireworks fireworks, making the night sky red white and blue then dark as they light down.

Tight rope, staircase, hang yourself cause you feeling blue, let yourself drop low, bring everyone down with you.

Blamin myself aint enough, Jorge took his own life and along took mine.

Desperation written pieces of scrap paper on my floor, and I feel like im dying.

Light a cigarette, smoke in the darkness. It could take your pain away.

Watch my last words to this man.

I’m never gonna think the same…