Your always in my heart and that shall never change

As days and days just pass me by with suicidal thoughts

You was my life and world that held me in control

Now how can I be strong enough without your guidance words.

Tears and dreams fill my mind as I sleep through the night

But sometimes those dreams turn into uncontrollable nightmares

Hopelessness fills my life as I think of the memories we shared

But the last memory I think about always brings a knife to my throat.

I may be going crazy as I tell people I hear your voice in the wind

Or maybe your trying to speak with me for just one last time

Looking at the same photos everyday over and over again

And still every day I take a photo and keep hoping to see you there

I can’t help but who I am now filled with pain and suffering

Now somehow I must try and fix my life if its even possible

Blood and tears fall on my lap now each day and night

Now its time for you to know ill be the prince of darkness till in with you again.