Down my cheek runs a tear

My feelings now becoming clear

The blade hovers above my wrist

 And in my head I see a list

On it everything I fear

And with each one my heart is seared

Mirrors make me want to cry

I see a girl that wants to die

Her tear stained cheeks

And blood shot eyes

Everything she says are lies

I keep this image to myself

And stare at the pictures on my shelf

There I see a different girl

One that didn’t hate the world

I wish to be there once more

When living wasn’t such a chore

Now I want my flesh to rot

If only people knew the things I thought

My skin pale white

All my dreams now out of sight

My eyes were still staring blank

As into the earth my coffin sank