I couldnt vision it

hurt to the point of imprisonment

And theres those hands – I just couldnt quit

Theyre grasping at you and and grasping towards me

I spent a lot of time contemplating what was on my mind

feel a little wired, from everything so tired, just need to unwind

I feel so distant, projected away

from the catastrophic fate, and i hate it

Thats my heart i watched you make it,

then i feel you break it.

its not black it isnt white

its the shit you cant take back when you fight

its the actions you make that you cant repent

its the words that i rant went i jsut vent

its the pain that i feel even now that its over

the color that left me gone at the closure

and theres just no use, its pain from romance

just wish i could say that line, save the last,

what? save the last dance, 

but i cant right now

besides i asked for the first,

nevermind this just gets worse

I feel like im cursed, 

to bring myself down like im locked in a hearse

i felt everything boil out to rage

like the animal inside was let out its cage

but then i just deflated, the beast in me sedated

and the anger u created, 

it turned to hurt,

everything  iwanted to say everything i wanted to blurt

just disapeared

washed away with tears, 

and i wanted nothing to do with you…but still wanted you near

see thats my fear, yeah my dear, i was so afraid of how i felt

but still wanted you here

didnt you listen to the words i spoke, 

did it make more sense after when through tears i choked

did it opened up your conscience?

or is this just my sentence

for all the hurt i put on you mentally ignorance

Thats the hardest part, knowing youre everything I have

You could take away my life id still have more than half

Because if I had you,

I know that its true, 

I would do anything to stop that water flow

Because we share it,

this pain I feel now — by my tears i wear it

I never touched a single girl, didnt let a single one get close

Outta all my burns for this one im concerned the most

Baby it was sexual,

the motion was perpetual

and after everything the shock is so electrical

cos what you did was physical

you know that im so visual

I could see his hands and body on you now

I shoulda listend to my visceral

All i want is numbness now but it washes over

these cold shoulders,

dont you know me?

I know i told you to make what u felt was the right decision

but i never had the idea, i never had the vision,

that what you saw to be, your amounted indecision

would calculate to not include how i felt about everything

The letter i wrote, those songs i sing,

Did the words that i wrote have no feeling to bring?

Dont you see when i write its like my soul on paper?

nothing in this world should so easily evaporate like paper

i thought that you would take all this and include it in your thoughts

the dancing pulled it out, it was your feet that trampled my heart.

I kept saying it, didnt stress it enough?

Dont you get that I love you so much?

Im choking through this aphyxiation

while im falling down now through this displacement

it wasnt cheating but it mightve well been eqaul

all really wanted was not have to ask you to skip the sequal

i was hoping in my silence that youd skip the whole premier

I felt like you were taken, the purity once clear

was now gone and forsaken, like for me last year

And i forgive you, because i wanna live with you

If i cant find forgiveness then what could i ever give to you

After everything we put eachother through

We still love eachother unconditional I know we do