“What is wrong with me?” If you cannot see, then you must not be worthy of the title you acclaimed, for so long. You’re not the wisest person, are you? You fail to accept the obvious facts that lie right beneath your very eyes and reject every theory that there possibly is, just because it doesn’t fit into your fictional setting that you call your life. You see nothing as it is, and can’t face the fact that there will never be someone who will accept you this way. But then again, why would you want to be accepted? You enjoy the suffering that you cause yourself by being rejected on spite of yourself; because deep inside of you, you sicken yourself. You despise the person that you’ve become and that is why you’ve created this life of your own, and no one can take that from you, but you must realize that it’s taking everyone from you and it’s eating every aspect of your life in reality.