Insomniac and restless,

Schizophrenic and breathless,

Lying on the floor faint,

Is that Blood I see the house covered in?

Or is it just red paint?

Or maybe those are my sins I see as paint,

Tried so hard but I ain’t a saint

Oh God! Did I deserve this?

All I wanted was a fragment of bliss,

Please show me what happiness is,

Take me away from this pain,

Whether self inflicted,

Or Destiny gifted,

This wasn’t the way I choose to be,

This wasn’t the life I wanted to see,

God give me the strength to be,

As strong as Achilles,

As free as a ship in the sea,

End my miseries and the sufferings I see,

Forgive my mistakes,

As no one is more merciful than Thee,

I don’t want to die,

I want to LIVE.