Internally wars rage

Get ready as I set the stage

Here’s how it goes

Life deals us crushing blows

And lifelong woes

So here’s the place

It’s a dark alley where heart’s race

The time?

Well it’s all mine

Alone and yet I still hear screaming

Still thoughts are streaming

Down this one way road

Where it leads?

Hell I don’t know

But hey I’m willing to go

You would be to

If you were in my shoes

If you heard

What I hear everyday

Ya sometimes

I pretend this is all okay

But inside

There’s still this constant war

The past it haunts me

And these feelings taunt me

O why do I have a heart?

Wish I could rip it out and tear it apart

Why do i care for people

Who were never really there

Who used me

Abused me

Then found no use for me

They just threw me away

Off to the side

Well I say fuck em all

These feelings I’ll hide

Deep inside

Till it’s time

Time to finally find my release

But until that day

I’ll go on my way

Pretending all is okay