I can’t stand this world
Colors fade to black and white
Only darkness knows my name
No faded line in the middle
Falling away into a dream
So unreal and intricate
Yet all the while sitting in a desk, in a classroom, staring at a piece of paper, where my pencil Once moved on impulse
That now waits; waits for me to think, when all I can do is fall.
Feeling alone and tortured
Screams.
Aloud or in my head?
I can’t tell anymore.
Everything is blurred, I stare angrily at this paper that was once my escape that is now my fate.
These words will be the death of me. 
I can’t feel.
There is no reality anymore.
Slipping into a parallel universe, the time slip is confusing
Is that a question or the answer?
Nothing is making sense
No balance