Visiting the dark passageways of his mind, he stops to think of her, and that day of hope

Pacing through the hallways

I stop at the sight of your astral gaze

It pierces through my heart

It just hurts knowing that such a beautiful being could exist

When I stare at you, and all things your presence illuminates

I cant help but wonder what you and I could have had

The laughter 

The fun 

The glee and sorrow 

It just hurts knowing they will never exist

Listening to the sound of your voice

Watching as you roll your fingers through such delicate hair

Longing for those fingers to be locked within mine

Hoping that you realize I’m here

It just hurts even considering it

And as every day goes by

And I think of the time that I spent thinking of you

I cant help but think that I should have thought of what I should have been thinking

That thinking of this was just bad for me

It just burns me

But every time I see your smile

It brings me to a better place

And I ponder about the countless times

That your beautiful smile has brimmed with happiness

And I know I could never share that with you

Then it buries my heart

And just hurts

Your Lips

So soft they appear to be I can’t help but imagine their taste and touch

How smooth they must be

And then

It just hurts trying to conceive this

If you don’t already know ma’am

It just hurts me physically knowing that you aren’t mine, and I yours

It just hurts me emotionally knowing that you don’t know any of this

It hurts to look at you in your content

And I in an endless facade of smiles

It hurts to listen to you speak

Knowing that your beautiful voice won’t acknowledge my presence

Theres only two words to describe what it feels like without you ma’am

It hurts….

Maybe one day madam’

I’ll be reborn again onto this dreadful place

And somehow

We’ll meet again

This time I’ll practice greeting you in the mirror somewhere

Waiting and packing

For the day that I will move into your life

Our hearts shall finally be one

And the hurt that I feel

Will never be known again by this man.