Do you believe in fate?

How we should suppose to be or will be.

Do you trust your destiny?

Do you even imagine yourself ever getting happy someday?

Every day that God has made me live in this world for the past two years,

Not a day would pass without her not being the center of my attention.

I’ll look into my right, I’ll look into my left

Back and forth;

Anywhere, just to have a glance of her beautiful eyes and sweet smile.

And when I do see her, what a joy it gives me.

Far greater than being able to dance in the wind.

And if I’m lucky enough, I might even hear her calling me.

At last, I’m in heaven though I’m still on Earth.

But not all the times though I get to be so,

Perhaps, not even often if we count.

Why?

Because my love knows nothing of what I feel for her;

Atleast not for all I know.

All that’s left to me is hope.

Hope that one day prayers will be heard for me to finally tell her everything.

A prayer that though the slightest of chance is present for me and her to finally fall in love,

Somehow, someday, when she is ready;

I can finally be with her.

But for now,

This will be just another night of an ever sweet and sad admirer.

Another night of agony and frustration.

Thinking of today though makes me hopeful,

She talked to me and smiled as she said thank you.

So, perhaps in a way I know;

I still have tomorrow worth hoping for.

(CopyRightRaien-June 28, 2011/Quezon City, Philippines)