I’m not looking for attention,

I’m not searching for affection,

and not seeking for answer of my question!!

Sometimes I just feel enough,

Sometimes I have no left to say,

I try to stand in an empty space,

and waiting for nothing

I was thinking that’s alright to be myself just to made me heartfull

I know it’s a big lie!!!

Inside I cried and sheed a million tears

I miss a connection… but won’t make a reflection

I regret any….but it’s done and over,

I wish I were on space,

I wish I were an astronout,

but it was my child dream

and never ever been real!!

I realized it’s hard… right before I started the fight

I gave up right before I had an escape

and I stop to try… right before I cried

My life is a big mess!

I couldn’t finish!!

I left…. from the noise and sound,

I left….from the air and the sun,

and everything’s not make sense,

because I’m done

Now please don’t ask any…

I just want to lock my self out