I already know how it feels to live,now i wonder how it feels to die,

I no longer want to feel, I no longer want to cry,

I want to be tense and cold,

With no one to hold,

In my own quiet spot,

Getting fleshed up and bitten while I wait for my body to rot,

Eyes closed, as if I was dreaming in a box that is now my bed and home,

No longer surrounded by people, now an angel and on my own,

I bet I’ll feel free of danger, free of harmful thoughts,

Free of all my enemies and free of all my faults,

I wonder if God would be proud of me, boy that would be a first,

That’s something that even fighting for, I could not receive on earth,

FOR WHOEVER IS READING THIS, I AM NOT READY TO DIE….

BECAUSE AS I SAID BEFORE, I AM JUST WONDERING!!