Looked at as the loser in school and out

Trash thrown at me by just about everyone I walk near

Tears not meaning a thing to them, not even my horrific shout

Trying to withstand it all with a smile, but I just can’t bear

Throwing myself in my lonely bed of an empty house

Screaming to the top of my lungs with tears flooding my pillow

Tearing everything off the walls, not more color, not even my bright blouse

It shows that they hate me, then I shall never ever show

Stepping onto school grounds but within the shadows

Weird looks still upon me but trashing has stopped

Smiling which nobody can see, the dark is my new home

Their hate not being inflicted, my “happiness” will not be robbed