if I disappeared tomorrow,

 would you remember me?

or am I insignificant,

like net girl number three?

if you never saw me again,

 would you remember that I cared?

that the reason for the nagging,

is I’m insecure and scared,

scared that i meant nothing, 

when you meant so much to me,

but I realize now to love you,

 means I have to set you free! 

~<~@

I find it really hard, 

when things suddenly changed, 

I just cant understand it, 

and I start to act deranged, 

I know I’m acting foolish, 

and I should just let it go,

but when I find someone i care about,

 I have to let them know!

I’m not so good at chilling, 

and letting things just slide

I should just stop the worrying 

and just enjoy the ride.

I’m not so very patient,

 tho i really try my best

maybe I should sleep some more

 and give the world a rest

an extreme lack of confidence 

which is hard on friendship time

if you could just bare with me 

then I know that ill be fine

be patient like I was with you

don’t cut the convo dead

and I will try my very best

to go sort out my head

@~>~

 maybe I’m going crazy.

 just a little bit insane 

I start to really panic 

think we’ll never speak again

but trust me I am harmless 

its not soul mate kinda love

though if I ever meet the one 

ill pray to god above,

that i don’t act so loony 

when they leave to take a pee

I really must remember that to love