This pain for so long the tears I have cried
Living life empty since the day that you died
Going thought time living a lie
I’m not ok I so need to cry
People say move on, its ok its fine
You try to live when your losing your mind
How can you die when your already dead
No people say think of others instead
I am not living I am existing in pain
I am not ok I am no longer sane
My thoughts go to that morning day after day
Why did it happen why did it go that way
Its not just him dying that kills me inside
It’s the flashbacks and memories I have to hide