And when my lungs draw their last breathe I would want the world to know that it was more kind than cruel to let me make my way thus far without the greatest pains and tortures darkening my view! A life lived well as only I could ever know, for no other shall experience the highs with such low expectancy and great reward or the lows with a heightened sense of what is ultimately right. With a family in which so many personalities and stories have been born out of a love that began many many years before we could have even guessed. Such a life led by a simple man with a complicated view has been a wonderful journey of self enlightenment and discovery. If there was a tape to replay the whole story from start to finish, what would the narrator say about each subject and topic covered in what seems like a very well rounded outlook. Would those words and sentences sting with hurtful jibes or would there be a fluffy, cloudy view jumping from right to wrong with the speed of a fly’s beating wings?