an obsession: my defenses are scorched into ashes while my desire ignites fluidly without stop, and that fire devours the only force that holds me back: Reason

helpless.

hurt.

but still…

the pain accounts to nothing compared to the pleasant feeling of being owned, by someone who betrays the standards of the best: cruel and rude, but loved.

unshaken: my crystal faith was blinded by the solid stones built around it, to endure the wind that can change my mind. Unbreakable. this feeling will stop at nothing.

perhaps this is me..

and this is my pledge:

to fight for what keeps me alive,

to defend what pushes me through,

to be irrational when the pleasure does not justify the pain

to go through the worst of the lengths…

so as to live for real…

before i die.