When defining my life

Its seems the world is different and difficult to deal with

Especially when having two fathers- not sure

While we are still there and done that crazy life

And maybe its for the best that it happened

Its true

It is frightening at any time

For the reason that a fight can explode at any moment

We’ve fought and we’ve cried

We’ve seen all the great and scary moments between the parents

And turning the door with my brother

To get him away from the unhealthy environment

That he is trying to live in

But when defining my life

At the end despite the extreme loudness rumbling through the house

And the ongoing questions from my little brother

Asking the reasons why my parents live separately

we all like each other’s

During September, I found out my parents are getting divorce

This didn’t surprise me

I have been trying to live a normal life and now it’s a weird feeling to know

That now I am the one that keeps this family close

Its unfair for me to see my brother without his father

Although we see our step father every weekend

Its not something I like

For the reason the house is full of cigarettes and beers

I do not want to grow up and think

My brother has to live with an alcoholic

And not know the effects of how he is abusing his body

He thinks this is normal

No child should ever live with a father that abuses his body in front of you

What will I have to tell him when his father comes home drunk?

Should I say he is acting crazy?

What is the right term that I can use to describe this situation

I am truly fed up with his attitude towards my brother

The worst part about my brother is that he has asthma

When my father smokes, I have to close any door of the room

That my brother is in

So he does not end up choking

I want to say something

I know that what I say

Will not change him

My mother cannot say anything

This is the largest thing that makes me angry