I’ve lived my life inside my own walls

Burying all my deep dark secrets and desires inside me

Wishing things would be different than they are

And wanting someone to love me for who I am.

I have all different sides some good and some that are very dangerous

Once lived my life that was filled with blood, sweat and tears

Now my life is filled with all the heartache in this very universe

Because I want the one that I just can’t have.

The walls I build around me now are darkness and black

So I can keep myself hidden from the world

Scars and memories haunt my both day and night

And now my mind is thinking of very dark things happening to myself.