I live on the edge

Just standing here on this ledge.

I’m looking for the friends that left.

Seems even I have been a victim to theft.

She’s thrown me to the ground.

Didn’t even care if my heart would still pound.

Still I arose to show her love stored within.

I would hold on even after my heart grew weary and thin.

I would never let her go was my promise,

But never did I think life without her was also one without bliss.

She would talk me through those restless nights.

Even after we had heart breaking fights.

I loved her with everything I had.

Now it seems I only make her mad.

Death without reason is better than life without purpose.

She guided me through the pain like a compass.

Pointing me in every right direction.

I must not have shown proper affection.

Now she struggles through her life,

It’s like I stabbed her happiness with a knife.

She still cares for me,

But to her there’s so much more I want to be…..