You cut a hole through my life

leaving me with only vacant disregard

seeing everything from behind a smoke screen

but my insides stabbing like a bloodied knife

engaging thrusts between the tangled ropes

of my stomachs assaulted remains

the chaos ripping through all memories

of my seething, tortured mind

razor sharp remnants grating my skin

my flesh gorged and tainted

my life blaring down a tunnel vision

like the lights of the living dead

where lies the reality of my actions?

my vision held as if trying to fight off sleep

wondering halls of blatant illusion

if i could only strip away the wall paper

wrapping my world in inner tragedy

i may find where i really belong

instead of living incomplete

in these rotten ruined dreams