Wasted deep in a vortex in a nightmarish essence

Where I am digging deep within to fuel my presence

Falling deep in a trance that feeds as I gain sense

What a rush that I bruise and all in all at my expense

Grow a moment to a lifetime to stretch a single scene

To explode into many stories, legends and themes

But I was just clearing the ground and cleaning the mess

So I am not sure about all this fuss and stress

While a torn and tattered armour defends the spirit within

And through thick and thin I seem to be going for a spin

Many levels and layers exposed on my battered shield

Echoing far and deep in the ectoplasm inducing field

Warping to oblivion falling to the usual code and mix

As it makes sense to rise and fly high like a raging phoenix

It all fades away when I run and go deep into the focus

No cheap tricks, illusions, do away with the hocus pocus

Terrorizing my demons, as I lock my life in a shadow hold

Alert yet evolving as my life begins to glow and unfold

Pulling back past lessons to mix with future teachings

Voices step out of time give and imprint secret teachings

Least taken path to the heaviest and densest environment

Cracks and shudders the heart surface, leaving a dent

Dim light effects to capture the force that I drill

To move at the speed of light when time standstill

Create the next chapter and live it to the full

Forces of nature will just have to push and pull

Taking what is of benefit as I stay on the go

With the way life is as the will says so

Ways shape the definition to the true recognition

Crystal clear as you are packed with proper ammunition

Till I rest I have to hold it down, every moment I handle

Connecting it fire as I light it like a candle.