In the meadow of life,

When I saw you, across that green fields, a different soul,

many thoughts came to my mind,

many doubt any disappointments, many incidents stood in my way towards you,

forcing me to ignore your presence,

and I did,,

but for how long I could ?

when you were in my soul.I came to you,,

hold your hand and walked in that green soft Gross bed wet with dew,

bear footed,,

smile on lips and a joy in heart,,,,

feeling the sweat breeze touching our face, hair and eyes very softly,,,

feeling the life with its full charm,

but still a thin glass wall of realty exist between,, i could see you but cann’t touch,

I prefer that feelings arose  for you,

in my heart,

I tried to cross the distance between us,

and when I was very near to reach you,,

a tempest of negative thoughts, fearfull doubts, wordly relations,,,

and most of all,,of your changed bahaviour forced me to stand there…..

And I stood….

seeing you, going  back out of my life,,,,

unseen tears entangled like a ball,in my my throat,,,

trying not to weep,,

heart was like a torn piece of a cloth,,

thoughts were spread like grains,,,

It was  me ,,, whose pieces were scattered in front of me,,on the ground,,,

feeling, that I cann’t express in my words,,

I saw my soul getting out of my body,,

seeing in realty, with opened eyes,

the lose of my soul,, the lose of my life,,

LOSE OF LOVE,,,,,,,,,,,,,