I love him I love him I love him is all I can scream to the skies
whilst I see him dying helplessly with cancer
he is helplessly allowing these abnormal cells to invade his body,
and he is giving up the fight for his life
while I helplessly watch on administering his drugs and praying out there to God and Jesus and asking Jesus to heal him just like he did once on earth before………………
I turn in my frustration to healing him myself through God’s and Jesus’s power….
I learn about chakras and the colour white and the colour blue for his throat chakra and the colour green for healing….
I try and I try to heal him through his chakra petals but he still lies there with his cancer overtaking his throat, I just feel so helpless trying to save him…………………………….
he is still young, I know radiation masks are all around him he is only ten…I lost my other baby girl aged ten of cancer living under these masts……and I feel the greed of man has made my beloved souls suffer helplessly in a world which makes me helpless….helpless to save them… the lesson I have learnt is that the greed of man takes loved ones away from us…