Heartbroken, after my first love left me, I thought that I would never be able to love anyone the same way ever again. Everything reminded me of him. I didn’t want anyone to replace him cause he meant so much to me. So, i kept myself from everyone that tried to get into my life. I lived with an emptiness for years. I thought that I wouldn’t be able to feel the same way for anyone ever again but…
i met a guy… through one of my distant friends. At first I didn’t want anything to have to do anything with him cause I knew I would get hurt all over again if I did. But after a while i decided to give it a try. He seemed sincere about me. I fell in love again. I was scared at first cause I didn’t want to be left heartbroken again. Soon enough we were always together. I cherished every second we were together. It was too much for me to handle. I fell in love again. It wasn’t like anything that I’ve experienced before. I knew where I stood with him. I didn’t see any point in going on. But I knew I had to. But there was just something about him that I couldn’t let go of. Then it hit my like a rock. He took something from me that no one ever had. My heart. No matter how anyone tells me that I have to move on I can’t. No matter how much I want to and how much I try. He took away my most valuable possession. My heart. Now I sit here alone. Staying up at remembering everything that we ever had. That emptiness in my heart can never be filled. And no matter what he’ll always have a place in my heart.