Love was here before.
It was clear and strong.
Emotions felt were very strong.
Everyday was like a roller coaster ride.
My emotions went up and down.
Tears were shed, love was showered.
But it was not a happily ever after.
It ended with a goodbye.
The other person moved on without looking back.
And a wall started building around me

After which, others showed me their love.
But it was not what I’m looking for.
Feeling safe behind those walls, I rejected their love.
With the fear of getting hurt again, i closed my door.
These walls kept out the pain but also the happiness that love brings.
The hurt that was done is still lingering around.
Feeling the need to be honest, I refuse to accept anyone.
Love, what have you done to me?