My life is so much better.
My life is almost empty.

I can concentrate on important things.
I can only think about you.

I can’t stand the sight of you.
I can’t help but stare.

I hate the sound of your voice.
I hate having to listen in.

I’m so glad we don’t talk anymore.
I’m so lonely.

I’m thankful for this breakup/break.  Avoiding a broken heart.
I’m against our breakup/break.  My heart is missing something.  Someone.

I don’t want to get back together.  Nice knowing you.
I want so badly to get back together.  I want to know you.

I don’t want to wait any longer.
I don’t mind waiting a little while longer.

He’s not worth it.
He’s worth every second.

I will never miss him.
I miss him.

I am so torn between yes and no that my mind is in overload. 

I think I might explode with emotions sometime soon.

Why won’t he make up his mind?

Why can’t he just act like a friend?

Why is he making this so difficult?

He is putting me through so much pain/sadness/confusion/anger that it’s hard to hold him.

I need to tell him.

But I need to hold everything in, at least for right now.

Because what guy wants a girl who seems not put together.

He wants beautiful imperfection.

But I want him.