Cutting into my arms as deep as it will go,
for one day I know it will help ease the pain.
Watching the blood slowly fall down my arm,
now people are going to think I’m insane.

Trying to make my life easier,
for I no longer want this over my head.
Knowing you took me for granted,
while there was nothing left to be said.

My eyes becoming blurry,
for I can no longer concentrate.
Holding my arm by my side,
while hoping this will not lead me to my fate.

Knowing I have had so much pain,
but beginning to blackout.
My blood now falling freely,
for I no longer know wat it’s about.

Nothing easing my pain,
for I cannot stop thinking about you.
Knowing my life would never come out good,
but not sure of what to do.

Blood beginning to stain the carpet,
for I cannot make it stop falling.
Trying to hide what I have done,
but I can’t help from crawling.

My blood embedded in the carpet,
for now I have another thing to remind you of me.
Fear clouding my eyes,
only wanting you to see.

Holding on to the little strength I have left,
but now I need to let someone know.
Hoping they will not be mad at me,
while I put my arm to show.

Tears falling down my face,
for I know you have gotten the best of me.
Wanting to kill myself,
and wanting this hurt to be free.