The internal battle between hope vs. hatred, pleasure vs. pain, love vs. loneliness…
Why does the foreboding night seem to barge back into my life once again?
I’ve died time and time again, am I meant to be nonexistent then?
I continue pushing forward but I’m falling apart
My life is a broken bird, my life it’s depart
I mean, I can crawl on shattered feet
But with a shattered soul lies only defeat
No I won’t, I won’t just lie down and die!
(But you’re tired, why can’t you just shut your eyes?)
I must keep going, she needs me!
(Psh just like the rest, don’t you think she’ll leave?)
She loves me, stop with your incoherence and lies!
(Why shall I stop if we know she’ll be your last of your goodbyes?)
If there is ever a goodbye, me and her shall both exit the stage together with a bow
(Together you say, then where the hell is she right now?!)
I…I…but I just can’t fade away. . .
(Just accept it, today will be your final day!)
Maybe it is…but with her, we are one heart, one body. . .
(Psh you will die as you lived: an nonexistent Nobody!)
Wait, she truly loves me, she loves me so.
(What makes you sound so certain though?)
Look in the mirror, I see her standing right here!
(Are you sure that she’s the one you hold dear?)
I can recognize her voice from anywhere!
(Are you sure that’s not me standing right there?)
I love her, she loves me, we’ll be together forever!
(Ha please, it is your heart she’ll sever!)
No I feel her heart, she’ll stay with me forever and always!
(Can’t you comprehend your heart’s just taking you into turbulent arrays?!)
It’s not just me in this mirror yet I know what to do
Because it’s her in my reflection and together there’s nothing we can’t go through!
(Fine, I feel your certainty and the love that bond you two share…)
(I’ve never known such a better pair…)
(Just remember that you will die lonely and alone)
(And only I will be there to envelop you whole!)
I’ll step away from this mirror for my eyes only see your lies
But my heart has the truth because our love defies
I have to accept the fact that I am the darkest of darkness and the brightest of light
Because me and her as angels will fly together in an infinite flight
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