I repent within my sin

I burn the earth
Within sacred scrolls
To make my high closer to god
Forgive me lord
But your word leaves me hazy
I return ash
While slowly turning to dust

I lust for Mary
And her earthly delights
No intention to wait for my wanting
I con the flower that’s not mine to take
Then handing her to Adam
As a bitten apple
Used and rotting

I lie to my brother
Calling him God
Knowing he is Son
Father made low
Because you weren’t there
Even though you gave me life
Jehovah or Jesus I’ve forgotten your name

Forgive me
As I repent within my sin