Love lost, such a cost……. Crying for Sean, crying for my sis (cous), crying for Joe, cause I know where he’s been….I been there too….. Crying for everyone, if they only knew…….

crying for my cous,……

Now I shed tears for the pain that hurts my fams heart……   

I cannot make it better,,,,,,,, 

I cannot find the words to express,  

the sadness I feel,  

for I  was there,

for I took care,

of you as a boy….

For my Auntie, for my Uncle,  

even in  my mascerade,  I took good care,

 and blessed I was there for you, 

and blessed, you were there for me, 

and blessed you were there for my Auntie……….

You are my blood,

you are my family……

Forever I will not forget, 

feeding you, 

loving you, and actually,

the only picture, I carry about……..

The only one,,,,,,,

Sean……….

I Love You……..

I know you will probably someday understand, 

Your life in your Daddy’s hands………,,,,,,,,,,,  

I understand………..    I have been there and back again…

I understand, though it’s too late…

Wishing my eyes weren’t blind with tears, 

and heartache was not expressed, in the wake of it all……….  

Wishing you weren’t going through all this,

and choosing parents, is not a decision

you should have to make……

I have to write it,

though the words dont flow,

I have to write it, 

so some day you will know,,,……….

I remember it all………

I think you do too, 

always, always,,,,,loving you……..

me, cousin P,

Wishing to call myself your Auntie……..

Please dont be mad kiddo,

you hold  a very special place in my heart, 

a place neverending………

Remember the times we had, 

remember your youth..,,

Remember your Grampa, remember your Grandma,

remember your youth…

Remember the time you spent,

in 

“the House that Jack built’, 

remember the good soul you hold,

and try to forget the bad….

Times are tough,

this just should’nt be, 

but you will come to know, 

sometimes life can be,

insanity…

Been there, done that, and time for change,,,,,,,,,

Sean please, 

what you must do,

help your parents, 

to their “ability”, 

Sean, 

help your parents in their insanity…………

Sean,,,,,,,,

I could say, 

please make this go away,,,,,,,  

I wont………

Too much for you, 

always remember, 

your family loves you!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU………   No matter what………

More than you know…..

“Hearts and forever”

Your cousin, 

my heart,

Paula<3

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  • bestone on May 13, 2010

    nice post

  • babyjingles1231 on May 22, 2010

    THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENT……

    IT MEANT A GREAT DEAL TO ME….

    TY AGAIN, WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST….
    P<3

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