Time and time again I prove I’m nothing but a monster,

I hurt the ones I hold close and I go too far,

Yet you deny I’m sick, that I’m a monster,

I’m something less, way below par,

And I’m so sorry, I didn’t want to hurt you,

I’d gladly pay a pound of flesh to see you smile,

And in my heart I know what it is that I should do,

Just stay away, just stay away, just stay away from you,

But I can’t help it, cause when all the while,

All I want is you.

I’d suffer for a million years,

If it meant you’d shed no more tears,

I’d gladly die so you’d have a life without fears.

I know that these things, will hardly be needed,

But it’s just a product of this love that you seeded.

Please give me the chance to make this better,

I’m tired, hurt, and as a result, bitter,

I never meant to be a quitter.

I just wish I’d never said it.

As usual, I was an asshole and fucking pushed it,

But I’ll do anything to make it alright again.

Not even I can spend all my life in sin.