There’s a feeling Inside my soul
That tells me I won’t be alive for long

That whisper In the wind that tells me my end Is near
The voice In my head that’s screaming “END IT ALL NOW!”
One more Scar…
Few more Pills…
Won’t even bother me

I can picture my death
Such a beautiful
But tragic way of Death
Ocean of cold icy water
Waves as tall as the Eiffel tower
Black rose peddles rocking harshly around the water

I’m standing on the Edge
Light green Lacey dress
Brown teary blood shot eyes going as dark as the night sky
Wind tangling the curls In my hair

I jump and hit the icy cold rosary water
It hurts so bad…
Like a Metal pipe going Into my chest
I get rushed back and forth
Being forced under water
I don’t even try saving myself
This Is what I wanted

The water fills my lungs
I’m getting colder
I’m turning blue and purple
Breathing gets harder
I close my eyes forever

This Is my Beautiful Goodbye