My Darling Fiance Jim, I write to you today,

There’s things going around inside my head, I felt I had to say,

When we met and fell in love, the world was at my feet,

Then you moved in, we got engaged, my whole life was complete,

You, me and the kids, we got on so well, and we were happy together,

We had our lives all planned out, and thought it was forever,

Then we found out that you were ill, I couldn’t quite beleive it,

Our perfect life would soon be gone, you’d go away and leave it,

The day you left, I cried and cried, I thought my life would end,

I’d not only lost my lover, but also my best friend,

I put my arms around you, I kissed you and said goodbye,

The pain inside was killing me, I thought that I would die,

I slid into a big black hole, of darkness and dispair,

How could I cope without you, now that you’re not there?

I take each day as it comes, my hearts began to heal,

But there’s still days that I forget, and wish it wasn’t real,

At night I sometimes picture you, looking down from above,

And you’re smiling and watching me, and sending me your love,

There’s one regret that I have, of my life with you,

And that is that I’m sorry, we never said ” I do “,

So I’ll finish off this letter, so sorry we’re apart,

But I just want to tell you, that you’re always in my heart.