Raw around my edges,

Tight up in my heart,

Gates are up & guarded,

You no longer tear me apart,

You destroyed me and my happiness,

You ripped apart my dreams,

You tore me piece by piece,

Started at my hearts seams,

You bashed me with hateful words,

You beat me with hateful hands,

You stung me with your slanders,

& You call yourself a man,

You cried me into forgiving you,

You disembodied my soul,

Laying here thinking back,

Your mistreatment took its toll,

But with tears streaming down my face,

Hands shaking and heart shattered,

A faint smile comes to play,

All those hateful things never mattered,

You caressed me with your voice,

You protected me as i slept,

You loved me like no man could,

You held me as i wept,

 You wiped blood from my wrist,

You doctored me up good for sure,

Deceiving me like a snake for over a year,
That I was the one you were looking for,

 I gave everything to you my deceiver,

I believed every drop of poison from your lips,

I fell in love with you and only you,

I fell in love with your dreaded kiss,

One now that I’d love to forget,

Memories that I wish to un-make,

A man now I wish to un-meet,

A love so good, Revealed now, Fake.