I have fallen into the depths of a strangers soul.

I’ve wandered through the thoughtlessness of my own mind.

I’ve become entranced by the horror of my comflicted emotions.

I am atagonzied by my own self-created agonies.

I am longing for the fantasy trapped in my own mind.

I am mesmerized by the mirror that shows me truth.

I am captivated by the beauty around me, always just out of reach.

I am held hostage on a see-saw of feelings.

I am utterly lost in my own obsession.

I am wishing, like Alice, for a way out of this rabbit hole.

I am praying for the strength to stop destroying myself.

And above all, I am hoping to find someone who will understand me.