Thoughts always come to my mind

Telling me to just leave it all behind

I try to dismiss the doubt

But it’s hard to get it all out

As much as I try to deny

It just continues to tear me up inside

Not long I begin to break down

All of my strength has unwound

Thinking about how it’s gone away

Leaves we with nothing to say

I wish for it all to come back

So my mind can just relax

I try to manage all the strain

But nothing can take away the pain

I lay down preparing to sleep

Thinking about all the promises you said you’d keep

I see you in a sleepy haze

Reminds me of those better days

You and me

That’s all I ever wanted to be

With you happiness is hard to hold back

So many moments it’s hard to keep track

Waking up, disappointment kicks in

Considering what I should’ve been

There’s not a thing I wouldn’t do

To get back to being with you

But now I know you’re gone

And I’m probably just your misused pawn

Realizing this makes it hard for me to cope

But I’m never going to give up this hope