its so weird achieving goals 

and finally seeing success

i have a happy soul

and i actually love life i must confess

i must be blessed

studying hard and completing tests

school, work, then bed to rest

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its crazy finally seeing cute ladies

but conversate with the gentlemen

staring at there titties

i originated in their settlement

fucking with these babies

tell there face hit the cement

they better not have rabies

but if they do ill fuck’em with excellence

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parents instigate and judge me as a failure

just because I’m a drop out of high school

and they overheard moans from her daughter when i railed her

they think I’m just a worthless tool

that just hangs out in a shed

that sits at home and just skips school

and fucks their daughter in their bed

they think I’m gonna smoke weed and act the fool

tell the day i am dead

high school is over rated and over ruled

seriously this shit isn’t just in my head

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you know what its like to have predictions of being dead in 5 years

or watching your mom sigh over you breaking tears

then next having your mom pound on your face

going around with your dad and hes high in every place

he smokes weed that’s extremely laced

sometimes i want all my past to just be erased

my dad told me he doesn’t think ill make it in school

it sucks having parents believe that and having betting pools

this just inspires me to do right and follow rules

non believers can stay and place there bets

I’m finally doing things i know i wont regret

when I’m off papers I’m going to be completely independent 

i finally have the money and the time to spend it

usually i don’t learn my lesson

when I’m mad, I’m pissed and i show it through aggression

you would know that if you paid attention

it took me a year and four stays in juvenile detention

i feel achieved and Ive been sober for months if i didn’t mention

if you read this thank you for your time

this is my last line